Wow! that's a long time since I update my entry. I have just graduate! There's nothing on my mind now, I'm feeling quite free, as free as a birdy. hahaha... things are going to get complicated as I grow up. Freedom is all I ask for i guess, i promise i won't go wild because that's not part of me. hahaha....more pictures will be coming up soon, so right now, I'm compiling all the pictures first ya. Take care dudes! It's been a great time with you guys at poly, and I do love all your company very very much! MUACKS! A BIG FAT KISS to all my friends! hahaha... hope to keep in touch with you guys and do come out some time alright? hehehe.... =D

He has a short neck and a big tummy, big fingers and 2 big feets. A friendly giant he is to every one of his friends he know, but the fact is... he don't even know some of them. He's so friendly, that's how i got to know him... every word of his fill me up with warmth and a touch of kindness. Soon, we got together and made memories. The first time he held me hands, i can feel his big fingers going around my small fingers, i feel all the love i want and i thought i am the luckiest girl in the entire world. When i ride on his bike, he always asked me "are you ok?" every single time the traffic light turns red, then he will massage my legs...sometimes i won't want even the lights to turn green. We ride through rain and shine together, all the happiness just by riding just can't be explained. At night, he will drive around with madonna cd playing through, blasting in his car. He loves to eat, that explains his size, normally he would eat 2 portions of food and his favourite food is Carl's junior. Often, he loves to chill out with his friends, it's either sitting at one ulu coffee shop with his ice lemon tea or sitting a bar drinking his carlsburg. I will never forget advices on how to find a job, grabbing every opportunity that comes along in my life, and consoling me when i'm so down, he can just go on for more than 3 hours in a carpark talking about himself and how much he thank cheeyong and some other crew. I must say he's the only loyal supporter to every single thing of what i do, and he hates my school totally and some friends of mine. A kiss on the lips and a big hug is all he wanted whenever he meets me, and when i cry for no reason... he will hug me so emotional and hard until you feel "let me go" feeling, the main point is you can feel so much from his hug until you can see a picture of his frontal view hugging you so sincerely. He told me that he never ask his ex girlfriends to stay when they want to break up before, and i did feel sad when i hear that. When i really say that sentence, i guess it's true that he will never say anything like that except "you deserve the best" to every single one of them. Maybe i don't really mean much to you afterall, you still can carry on with your life, that's life for us. But i wan to say is that i will miss you... miss you so much till every memory makes a tear out of my eyes and i had love you truely, deep ly and sincerely with all my life before and i will never ever forget them, hope you don't ever forget that you are the guy i love most before.  

I'm feeling really heartbroken. I don't understand why you did this to me, i really don't. The only reason can be you do not care about me anymore. How can you even think of doing that? I seriously don't understand why. I think about what happen to us for the whole past 8 months together, i feel so happy together with you but i guess you don't feel the same way as me. My heart tells me to give you a chance, and sometimes i ask myself why am i angry over such a small matter. It may seem small, but it just tells so much which words just can't describe my feelings. You tell me that we should just stand by each other without having to understand each other, how do you stand by each other when you don't understand how the person is feeling like yesterday?

 

I don't know if i'm the person who has an attitude problem or wat, i just know that i'm feeling really upset. You tell me you can die there, i can tell you that i feel like my whole world has ended. I'm quite shock that you had pms the whole date, which i wanted to spend with you so much as you are going for a trip. I'm even more shock when you are trying to apologise and i'm on the verge of telling you, let's not think about it and carry on, and you put down the phone. I don't know what are you thinking, seriously. You said you want to continue to be with me but from these actions, i'm really thinking do you really want to be with me? It's quite hard to believe what are you going to say. I know the decision is mine now. Or is it yours? I don't know, all you left with me is frustration, sadness and confusion.

Bye bye ms amy, for next 2 years we'll not be seeing you. Kinda miss you, feel like crying, but can't cry out. Can only feel the sourness in my heart, 2 years will be over very fast. I just know. Bye ms amy, just cannot imagine what it will be like to see her again after 2 years. Many things will change but who knows?

 

Anyway, here are some photos, enjoy!

Heya people! i'm so sorry for not blogging. *feeling guilty. I know there's so many people out there that wants to know more about me right? hahaha... then they can't understand me except by reading my blog. hahaha... *feeling proud. hahaha... JOKING LA, just need to let it out. I"M REALLY STRESS! so many work piling on me, you know like mout everest, hmmm...maybe not so big la... something like red hill. BUT STILL, it's very heavy lo, i tell you. Got i think 2 times, cannot take stress so i just cried out, one is in front of my baby, the other one is after quarreling with my mum. hahaha... i'm always quarreling with my mum. I LOVE HER LOTS LOTS, and hate her too. hahaha...what to do? we love and hate each other so much until there's always misunderstanding. MUACKS! for all the people i love, do leave a comment or 2, see you all never leave me a comment at the chatterbox, then they close my account. *sad. Now, i give you all a chance to be good again, talk to me...and i will reply back. This is so fun! Alright, catch up with you guys soon. MUACKS!

 

Some photos for you guys to laugh at.. haha...=D

Heya people....HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! haahaha...wish everyone got lost of angbao. hhahahaha... alright, been really buzy for the fish documentary, satay drama, fusion show and some other things. hahaha... argh! so many sleepless night. hehehe...will come back to you guys soon ok? when i'm freed again. hahhaha...take care peeps! =D

Yeah! =D

 

On monday which is the 15th jan, I went back to school to discuss the prize and our documentary. Finally, we came to a conclusion that we're going to sell the camera and other editing software. Thank goodness... then we discuss documentary, which we finalise some things. I'm so scared of doing anything wrong...hahahaha... wish me all the best ok? hehe. Then later 2pm got lesson, which i didn't know...somehow i thank god for coming to school, if not i will have lots of absent attendance for my business class. heh. Went to meet carl later, because the next morning have to go to marine terrace to recce, thank god again he stays near. hehe... so went to have dinner with him, then he went to "the cage" at kallang to play soccer with his friends. So stayed over at his place until arnd 4am then went to the place to recce at the wet market. hahahaha... really need to thank god again that uncle lim is willing to help us, coz went there before and he doesn't want to appear in the camera. Finally after much convincing, he's willing to help us. hehehehe... really happy as he looks good and he's quite an interesting character to film.

 

Then went to school, got lessons ma...stupid scriptwriting. So we try and find a bus and took a really long bus trip to our school, i think it's around 1 hour. i really love long bus rides, you can just stare and rot. Reached school at around 10am then teacher shows us "carnivale" and "the twilight zone". I kinda fallen in love with "carnivale" and i kinda think "twilight zone" was stupid. hahahaha...it's just a personal thought. Went home after school, it's quite torturing, hehe...i must say. Then slpt...all the way till night, woke up and did some work and back to sleep.

 

Today, woke up quite late, did work all the way till now, quite happy coz stupid movie reports are done! yipee! but still, there's so much to do. GOSH!! right now, thinking of my carl babe....won't be seeing him for the nxt 2 weeks, so sad....he's working! nvm...i'm working hard also...hahahaha.... alright, blog till here.

 

3 latest pics....check it out! =]

Heya babes all around the world! Sorry for not blogging so long, i know i have some fans out there. i mean for my blog that is. hahhahaha... opps. anyway.... i will blog more nwadays now ok, coz i know you guys want to know what's happening to me right? hahaha...Last week, those few days keep raining, it just rains.... lots of people are affected by it, like people selling chinese new year stuff in Chinatown, carl can't drive his beloved bike, my mum can't wash her clothes. As for me....it's quite a good thing. hahhaha...i can show off my new adidas jacket i bought from johor.

 

Talking of johor, going back all the way to 7th of Jan...me, carl, angel, wendy and ian are all going to jb to shop for clothes! wahahaha...mon got dateline still can shop, but what to do...it's a promise ma. So go la, give myself time to relax also. i brought 100 sing money, went there and bought quite a no. of things, and it's like enough for me, that was the first time i went there by bus too, it's quite fun...overall it's ok only. 

 

Then on 8th of Jan, went to work at bongo burgers at the kitchen. I guess that day will be the last day i will be working at that place until i graduate, there's just too many stuff to work on. 

 

9th of Jan, it's the dateline of our business thingy....did the brochure design and the rough concept for angel's website design, look for the equipments' costs and help andy to type out some cost things. When i see what we have, i thought we just might not make it, but our teacher was impressed! hahaha... quite happy, coz at least my effort is not wasted. hehehe... i want to make the model, now waiting for the floor plan to be done.

 

Here are some photos, enjoy! hehehe....=D take care peeps.

 

10th Jan, i did something good at home today, i helped my mum to paint my room. hahahaha...ya... hahha...helped my mum to paint my room. hehehe... so just paint lo...blast the music and paint. shiok ar... tiring but fun! get splashed by paint and get crazy! then drink some water and dance around. hahahaha...

 

11th of Jan, went to sch to take photoshoot and a stupid crime talk comes up, guess what? no attendance was taken, they cheated our feelings! hahhaha.... but somehow i got touched by the guy who is a counsellor i think when he talked about his experience with a convict who is going to get hanged. He said that it's really a fear when you know that tomorrow you are going to die. Yeah man...everybody wants to live. I think the best quote is still from carl baby. Everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die. Isn't that amazing? hehehe...so after that, i sneaked out and went off...to have dinner! then home sweet home.

 

12th.....it's 12!!!! well, today i must say i really love this day. went to school and get so excited about the documentary, don't know my idea get choosen anot, coz i hope and pray hard hoping to get the pitch. hehehe... so i pray hard until the end of the class, i got back my proposal... and i got an A....hahaha... the only A in class, really happy, you should see my face...i think my heart is smiling from one end to another. I think this is the only time i got an A but not everyone. hahaha... so i waited impatiently for teacher to say which ideas he choosen. Closing my eyes tight, he said mine, ling ling's and andy's. hehehe...these are the 3 ideas he chose. Hehe...i'm really happy i tell you, after the class straight, i called carl baby and my mum to tell them the good news, thanx mum for supporting my and thanx carl for helping me. hahhaha...feel quite sad coz my grp has only 3 people, and those 3 are cf, rachie and me. i just feel that the production will be tedious, so i was hoping for at least a man or 4 people. hahahaha... but still, i'm very happy! hahahaha... it really make my day man. after getting the pitch, i feel real lost, oh no... am i going to make it happen? i've never direct except the matchstick short film which turns out real sucky, i promised myself not to direct another short film again after that. hahahaha...it's been a year since i say that, i feel really lost, really scared, i want it so bad to be the best. I must put in all my effort, that's what i told myself..

Carl, you know...but people don't know, so i'm going to say, it's the 6th month. hahaha... we're together for 6 months already. Time really flies hor...dun worry, it will continue to fly, just like SOMEONE's helicopter.

 

Today, it's my parents' turn to go jb with them. coz wanna bring my mum to choose the new year goodies that she wants, went there for awhile and have lunch too then come back. Nothing much la, but very happy to go out with them. Then went to the STUPID canon to collect the certs for my grp members, i'm really pissed by them lo, but it's over le...so don't want to talk about it, i just know they really know how to push the blame to someone. Idiot sia...my mum also...scold me here and there. haiya...nxt time got competitions, i dun wan to take part le, ask someone to take part unless it's my work. So angry lo, help people to do things and want to settle things they all like don't care don't care also, nobody wants to help. yes...i'm complaining, i can't do other things right? i can't like punch people but complain. NEVER MIND.

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUIN FANG AND JOHNATHAN! hahaha.... wish you guys a happy birthday! hehehe... sorry johnathan i can't go to your birthday party coz i make plans for chuin fang before hand le. Anyway... so yesterday, went to celebrate chuin fang's birthday at marche with peilin, carl and kamal. it's a small group, but i think it's better, isn't it? hehehe... so we treat cf marche, hope she like it though, today then i realise that we order so much food yesterday. hahahaha.... then home sweet home, saw carl, but never really spend time together with him, coz got his and my friends, i think that it will a long time i will see him again, miss you babe...he's working from 16 everyday all the way to 28....hahahaha.

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEE YI!! happy 20! hahahaha... i sound so bad. =D Today...i woke up, my mum give me attitude again. wah...sometimes i really feel like shouting from the top and everybody can hear. So anyway...i blog le, later got bbq, don't feel like going coz quite tired. Thinking of what to do at this moment also. zzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Heya peeps! sorry for not posting so long! i'm so buzy....until i'm buzy...hhahahaha... anyway, happy new year to all! wish everyone longevity...errrr.... happiness.....ya! ahahaha...all the best to whatever you do! =D

Firstly... i wanna thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for supporting me helping me to vote and etc... even though we didn't win the audience choice voting award... BUT we WON the GRAND PRIZE!!!! which is so much more money than the audience choice voting award!!! hahahaha... our crew are really really very very very very very shock!! coz i think that there's 2 films which are better than us... BUT we WON! it's really a good thing. hahaha... the best part is that... the whole package contains stuff that are 13,000 in TOTAL!!! hahahaha... consists of 5 grand cash, camera xm2, editing software and 2 tix to hong kong to see Jackie chan! hahhahaha.... oh man! how are we going to divide among the crew and casts? hahahaha....i'm really really happy... even got drunk...but i managed to go home safely. wahahahaha.... THANX EVERYONE deeply inside. I wan to complain also...stupid dexter... wan to take a picture of carrie chong, make me accidentally delete all the photos!!! gosh man...ALL the PHOTOS! ROAR ROAR ROAR.... if i see him the next time, i make sure i'll kill him. Anyway, i wanna thank my director, rach... for doing such a good job in such a short time.... hehehe... i hope all your problems will be solve easily! hahaha...thanx kai li for being there, you really did a great job too...you deserve it man! hahaha... thanx din for being the cameraman, thanx azzza for being there and thanx to myself for sending in the clip! hahha...thanx all the casts for putting in the effort, thanx to peilin for being there for me when i needed you so much! really love you alot man! thanx carl for everything, lazy to name everything out... thanx my mummy and daddy for understanding, sharing my joy. Last but not least! thanx to all my family and friends for making all the effort to vote, to come down for the party... I'm really touched man... and i'm really happy that i have actually so many true friends who are willing to help me when i really need. Thank you very much. All right...it's time for my to sleep, take care people. Once again, thank you every single person in my life for making this cool dream come true! =D

 

Oh ya! before i forgot, thanx to CANON for making our it all happen! hahahaha....Canon, delighting your world always... hahaaha.

 

*Here are some photos taken at the canon awards ceremony at zouk! Check it out man!

wahahaha...i didn't sleep last night! zzzZZZZZZZ

 

*here are 4 photos from the latest me! hahahaha....enjoy!

***You Have a Choleric Temperament***

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whattempermentareyouquiz/

 

MEME

I'm being tagged again!! This time its call MEME ( what a name...)   Suppose to blog everything 7, here goes: (List comes in no order btw!)    7 things that I fear 1. People close to me passing away. 2. Being late in classes, any important classes. 3. Hurting people with words unintentionally. 4. People ignoring me. 5. Mum just get angry with me every small wrong little things that i do. 6. Scary movies which just freak me out. 7. Real true ghost stories.   7 things i like to do  1.  Doodling anything is writable. 2. Watch Tv. 3. Watch japanese anime and dramas in my computer. 4. Chatting, listen to music and slacking. 5. Sleep...sleep forever ever ever. 6. Cooking whenever i'm given the chance. 7. Eat...i love food.   7 things i must have in my room 1. My beloved computer. 2. My beloved yellow bed. 3. My handphone. 4. Posters to fill up my life. 5. A fan...dun waste electricity on the aircon. 6. Carl bear! hahaha...a big bear given by my beloved. 7. My alarm clock! almost left out, that one is really a MUST!   7 things i can do 1. I can walk, walk for a long distance. 2. I can talk, talk anything under the sun just to cheer people up or make myself entertained. 3. I can eat, eat alot when i'm starving, even guys are shocked by the amount i can eat. 4. I can sleep, just sleep and sleep and sleep. I really can sleep but i can be awake when i'm in need. 5. I can cook, just like swee yi... BONGO burgers! hahha...not the patty. Just dressing up the burgers. 6. I can work, design, play the organ, and draw nonsense!   7. I can love and trust, i love and trust everyone where people start to think i'm really naive. am i?   7 things which i can't do 1. I can't fly. That's for sure. 2. I can't sing well. 3. I can't do make up for myself. 4. I can't play pool. 5. I can't love winnie the pooh. 6. I can't play strip poker.7. I can't sleep forever...=(   7 words i used often 1. Peace! 2. Ai Ni! 3. Tired sia... 4. but but but... 5. Hmph! 6. Bye... 7. Yo...   7 people to pass this MEME to: 1. Cheryl  2. Olc 3. Weng Heng  4. Sandy  5. Rachie   6. Dexter  7. Peter Chua

I'm sick today... hahaha...i decided to tell the whole world that i'm sick today. hahahaha... so much hmk to rush! ARGH! i'm just typing a few sentences to complain!!! hhahaha...i can't complain to anyone so i dun have a choice... and my baby is in army doing his reservist for 1 week. hahahaha...zzzzZZZZZ, don't know what to dress for the awards night too, smart casual. Haiz! my dress sense cannot make it de. i  think i need some advice? hahahaha... thanx! hehehe...hope we win something!

 

Anyway, here are 2 photos to share with you guys. Take care people.

Hi people! i never go home the whole night yesterday! can you believe it? hahahaha...i can't! hahahaha... actually i went to look for research for something to do with fishing!!! yes! it's for my documentary. hehehe... i hope i can direct, as i know what i want to shoot and do. Hope i have the chance... pretty plz? hehehe... it's really buzy for me these few weeks, i want to just breathe for a few days, but i can't, everything just keeps on going continuosly. Recently, i've been quite happy, don't know why, maybe at least there isn't any relationship, family problems that make me so frustrated, so i can consider myself as a happy girl! hahahaha... Nxt sat is actually for the awards night at zouk for canon!!! the short film that i produced, so happy it got shortlisted, in order to win the audience award, i really need you guys to help me vote for this film. This is the url.

Title: Guilt

by judy oh...as a producer la. hahahaha...

 

*hope i can win some money, so i can buy a duplicator for myself and a massage chair for my mum. hahahaha... =D

 

take care peeps, see you all soon! so buzy ar! =X

Finally today...i had some rest even though i caught bad flu in the morning. So i'm going to type what's happening to me nwadays. Recently... a short film that i produced... "GUILT"... it's shortlisted in Canon DV fest!!! so i need you guys help to help me vote for it, kindness will be very much appreciated. I will put up the link soon, thanx guys. Recently... my baby has gone overseas for shoot, and i miss him very much! .....so lonely, these few weeks... and i'm dying to watch harry potter. Anyone wants to watch with me? hahahahaha... so long nv type blog le, suddenly i feel a wind of freshness blowing to my face. hehe... anyway...later i will be going to canon DMH to catch other shortlisted short films, wahahaha...seeing all the competitors! hahahaha... take care peeps! =D love you guys very much!

So long nv update my blog le... it's time to update! hahhaha... yesterday was olc's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY olc... wish you all the best, dun stress in mv hor, cheer up. I wanna see the old you...when you come back k? hehehe... yesterday went to this bar called alley bar near acid bar, first time going to a bar with class mate, and i drank a mango magarita. waahahaha...didn't get drunk hor, so took a bus and walk home, reached home at 1.30am. hehe... don't dare to get drunk without my baby by myside, it's so dangerous hor. hehehe... yeah! poor baby! he caught flu!!! haiyo... stupid birds... take care ar...don't worry, soon you will be ok! *sayang. Here's smth for my baby: you better treat me well ar, or else i will kill you ar... bare that in mind... wahahahaha... i suddenly sound like an assasin. so scary.

 

A little bit of myself, recently..i bought a book like yanqiao used to have. I'm going to write, draw everything inside it. Saw that book selling at borders very long ago, think very long until now, then i decide to bring it everywhere i go, it's a big decision ok, coz it's thick and quite heavy. hahaha... i'm willing to make the sacrifice! hehehe... i've got a new dvd player! thanx carl baby, with the SIXTY dollars bean bag where i get from IDN CONFERENCE( where some pple steal it and they accuse me of stealing it), a small wall cabinet where i'm going to paint it like my own with all the dvds and vcds, i've made myself a perfect corner in my room for a chill out section!!! wahahaha...so happy! it's now my favourite place to hang out. So now i'm into vcds and dvds! wahahaha...reallly a movie freak am i, can't believe it. Today got a little flu, so decided to rot at home, and do some work which i haven't start yet. hahahaha...alright, see you all tml. Here's something that i need to do every month, but i'm late for it, it's a long time since i watched a movie in a cinema too.

 

Yo peeps! i'm back! with more lameless and laughter! wahahaaha...nonsense la hx. Just came back from Bangkok last tuesday. Now i'm going to update the latest news about me. hehehe...

 

wah..i'm really too tired to type anything... buzy about projects recently. Helping kai li's company to shoot a pitch at galleria hotel....it's call pics can fly... do they? hahahaha...yeah, stopped bongo burgers for awhile. wonder if anyone miss me there. hehe... y my nick fearless? i just want to conclude that...

 

 

 

I"M NOT SCARED OF INJECTIONS ANYMORE~!!! hahahahahaha....weeeeeeeeee.....hahahahaha...weeeeeeeeee......hahahahahahahaha... dun pray pray ar.. now you guys can't see the crybaby anymore! hahaahahaha...so happy sia. =D