Wow! that's a long time since I update my entry. I have just graduate! There's nothing on my mind now, I'm feeling quite free, as free as a birdy. hahaha... things are going to get complicated as I grow up. Freedom is all I ask for i guess, i promise i won't go wild because that's not part of me. hahaha....more pictures will be coming up soon, so right now, I'm compiling all the pictures first ya. Take care dudes! It's been a great time with you guys at poly, and I do love all your company very very much! MUACKS! A BIG FAT KISS to all my friends! hahaha... hope to keep in touch with you guys and do come out some time alright? hehehe.... =D

He has a short neck and a big tummy, big fingers and 2 big feets. A friendly giant he is to every one of his friends he know, but the fact is... he don't even know some of them. He's so friendly, that's how i got to know him... every word of his fill me up with warmth and a touch of kindness. Soon, we got together and made memories. The first time he held me hands, i can feel his big fingers going around my small fingers, i feel all the love i want and i thought i am the luckiest girl in the entire world. When i ride on his bike, he always asked me "are you ok?" every single time the traffic light turns red, then he will massage my legs...sometimes i won't want even the lights to turn green. We ride through rain and shine together, all the happiness just by riding just can't be explained. At night, he will drive around with madonna cd playing through, blasting in his car. He loves to eat, that explains his size, normally he would eat 2 portions of food and his favourite food is Carl's junior. Often, he loves to chill out with his friends, it's either sitting at one ulu coffee shop with his ice lemon tea or sitting a bar drinking his carlsburg. I will never forget advices on how to find a job, grabbing every opportunity that comes along in my life, and consoling me when i'm so down, he can just go on for more than 3 hours in a carpark talking about himself and how much he thank cheeyong and some other crew. I must say he's the only loyal supporter to every single thing of what i do, and he hates my school totally and some friends of mine. A kiss on the lips and a big hug is all he wanted whenever he meets me, and when i cry for no reason... he will hug me so emotional and hard until you feel "let me go" feeling, the main point is you can feel so much from his hug until you can see a picture of his frontal view hugging you so sincerely. He told me that he never ask his ex girlfriends to stay when they want to break up before, and i did feel sad when i hear that. When i really say that sentence, i guess it's true that he will never say anything like that except "you deserve the best" to every single one of them. Maybe i don't really mean much to you afterall, you still can carry on with your life, that's life for us. But i wan to say is that i will miss you... miss you so much till every memory makes a tear out of my eyes and i had love you truely, deep ly and sincerely with all my life before and i will never ever forget them, hope you don't ever forget that you are the guy i love most before.  

I'm feeling really heartbroken. I don't understand why you did this to me, i really don't. The only reason can be you do not care about me anymore. How can you even think of doing that? I seriously don't understand why. I think about what happen to us for the whole past 8 months together, i feel so happy together with you but i guess you don't feel the same way as me. My heart tells me to give you a chance, and sometimes i ask myself why am i angry over such a small matter. It may seem small, but it just tells so much which words just can't describe my feelings. You tell me that we should just stand by each other without having to understand each other, how do you stand by each other when you don't understand how the person is feeling like yesterday?

 

I don't know if i'm the person who has an attitude problem or wat, i just know that i'm feeling really upset. You tell me you can die there, i can tell you that i feel like my whole world has ended. I'm quite shock that you had pms the whole date, which i wanted to spend with you so much as you are going for a trip. I'm even more shock when you are trying to apologise and i'm on the verge of telling you, let's not think about it and carry on, and you put down the phone. I don't know what are you thinking, seriously. You said you want to continue to be with me but from these actions, i'm really thinking do you really want to be with me? It's quite hard to believe what are you going to say. I know the decision is mine now. Or is it yours? I don't know, all you left with me is frustration, sadness and confusion.

Bye bye ms amy, for next 2 years we'll not be seeing you. Kinda miss you, feel like crying, but can't cry out. Can only feel the sourness in my heart, 2 years will be over very fast. I just know. Bye ms amy, just cannot imagine what it will be like to see her again after 2 years. Many things will change but who knows?

 

Anyway, here are some photos, enjoy!

Heya people! i'm so sorry for not blogging. *feeling guilty. I know there's so many people out there that wants to know more about me right? hahaha... then they can't understand me except by reading my blog. hahaha... *feeling proud. hahaha... JOKING LA, just need to let it out. I"M REALLY STRESS! so many work piling on me, you know like mout everest, hmmm...maybe not so big la... something like red hill. BUT STILL, it's very heavy lo, i tell you. Got i think 2 times, cannot take stress so i just cried out, one is in front of my baby, the other one is after quarreling with my mum. hahaha... i'm always quarreling with my mum. I LOVE HER LOTS LOTS, and hate her too. hahaha...what to do? we love and hate each other so much until there's always misunderstanding. MUACKS! for all the people i love, do leave a comment or 2, see you all never leave me a comment at the chatterbox, then they close my account. *sad. Now, i give you all a chance to be good again, talk to me...and i will reply back. This is so fun! Alright, catch up with you guys soon. MUACKS!

 

Some photos for you guys to laugh at.. haha...=D